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You don't know how I felt after knowing . You didn't care much though . I mean , yeah .. why must you care anyway ? I just can't believe that you were the one asking her for stead instead of her asking you . At first , I thought she asked you . However , after knowing her blog address from Pauline's , I realised it wasn't how I thought it was after reading the first post . You told me once that you thought 4 years was a great difference & a big gap . Nevertheless , you went on with a relationship with someone who is the same age as me and is 4 years younger than you either . Okay , life is unfair . Totally unfair . Jealous ? , no I'm not . You may believe her & her friends that I am jealous but I'm not . You may think that yes , I'm jealous . However , I'm telling you the truth that I'm not jealous despite knowing about the relationship between you and her . Of course , you would think that I'm weird why I didn't felt anything . Well honestly , I'm kind of sad but I know that this is part and parcel of my life . I'm used to it though . Guess you prefer her and you think she's better for you than me , thus I think I should let go . You even talked to me on msn , does that means you still want to continue this friendship and gan-relationship of ours ? I f it's a yes than I shall let go and accept the fact that it's better for you and I to become friends and gans rather than a couple . I shall wish you luck in this relationship with her and last long . Daddy , Nuer Ai Ni Oh ~ you're my awesome daddy (: