I love you like a love song, baby.Sup yo! :D I'm back blogging again. Wheeeee. ~
Alright. These few days freaking fucked up. That bastard broke up with me on the phone, giving me shit reasons and excuses. First, he promised not to scold me after I told him what happened to me. Next, he said he would keep everything he want to say to himself. Last, he said he would cheer me up after I tell him everything. Apperantly, that wasn't the case at all. Instead, he scolded me. He lectured me. He din't cheer me up at all. Then, he broke up by saying, "I don't know who are you now. Let's break." Alright. Shit way of breaking up. fml.
Two days later, he want a meet up. He want to tell me that what he did was not him, cause he was having fever, gastric pain, panda eyes, no appitite. He blame his wrongs on all these. Oh well, if you're having all these, you wouldn't even have the energy to scold me and stuffs. Whatever. Not only telling me these, he said he was sorry and hope I'll forgive him. Hah, fuck no. Not this time. Yeahp, I said it right in his face. (Y)
Days passed without him. Felt empty for awhile. But felt free and light after days. For once, I can be myself. Not being forced, not being demanded, not being treated like a fucking bitch, not being locked up. Oh yeah, freedom!
Oh yeah. When you tweet about someone, you would have just written his damn name in your tweet. Not only twitter ehy, maybe blog or facebook or where-ever. I'm good enough to write a general 'you' in my tweet. Whatthefuck he want. He can choose to ignore that tweet, pretend that it ain't about him. However, he chose to reply. A tiff started. Retarded much?! -.-
Apperantly, he ain't mature at all. All the while, thinking that he's forever right. Oh come'on, how old already sia. OhPlease. ~
Scolding me when we're together, it's enough. Still, he continues scolding me after we broke. Yeahp, that little stupid arguement. Yeah, he said it was a stupid arguement to his friend. A stupid arguement which he started. LOL, joke of the season.
Saying stuffs that sounds like he's totally awesome, totally right. Oh come'on, don't talk cock please.
He said he was dumb, then he say sorry for? He said he had nothing to do with it, then say sorry for?! He said it was all my fault, then he say sorry for fuck?! He said I was lucky, he should be lucky that I wanna patch with him on 6 April 2011. Hah. Ass.
Laughs, thinking back, I was wrong to accept you in my life at all. I shouldn't have patch with you previously. Whatever it is now, no turining back. Even if I could, I will never want him back, that bastard. I am who I am, not who you want me to be. Changed so much for someone not worthy. Had love sick for someone not worthy. Just seriously, wasted my fucking damn time and breath on him. Wasted my precious true love on him. My first kiss and french kiss on you, fuck this shit.
Alright. Dont wanna talk about that bastard anymore. (:
There, a picture of my awesome friends. Including Jacelyn. These few days, they have been supporting me. Day by day, they make me realise the real me that I've lost in my relationship. They make me realise that there are other better guys out there, who can shower me with endless love and care. Who will not treat me like how that bastard did. Who can mend my heart perfectly, even though it had been stabbed tons of times. That's the perfect guy.I came to appreciate the things people do for me. Being there when I'm crying. Being there whenever I'm down. Even buying me apple pie. Or even concern that I'm not okay. Awesome friends like this, where else can they be found. Care for one another, oblivious of the gender. That's awesome. (:
Pictures of me and my awesome friends, having fun at bbublek. (:
Since I'm single, I'm planning to be single until I really found m Mr. Right. Sec3 is a year when I'm seriously not suppose to play. Sec4, gotta hardcore doing past year's o'lvl papers. If I go Poly, hardcore study cause I wanna go Uni! If I go JC, hardcare study also cause I would wanna go a good Uni. Looking forward to the day I'm sitting in the same class as Kaikey. LOL. That'll be freaking cool!
And, since I'm simgle. Is either I spend every day with my awesome friends, or I use com. So I should be blogging more often ba, haha. Alright, byeeee. (:
